Tuesday, December 12, 2006
sheesh. i m not in a really good mood as you can probably tell from the first word of this entry. I mean seriously, whose freaking bright idea was it to make giftwrapping our CIP. Freaking boring and wth, i m like always getting kena scolded or bearing the brunt of the person-in-charge's not-so-good mood. erms, hello, i dun care how old u fcuking are or how senior u r compared to me, no one died and made you the boss of me so dun give me the crap tt says its my fault the communication broke down somewhere and blame me for whatever coz well, i dun give a shit. now i m in a bad mood too. thanks, it's not my fault u wanna get volunteers. and not my fault, it's the holidays and i have tournament and then won't be in spore for the next two weeks or sth. well, better me than you sucker. and everyone is not free so the schedule u did is not so good for everyone and you have to make changes. sheesh. enuff said. she's not worth it.
mum on the other hand is so breathing down my neck on how i m on the comp all the time and i haven done any work. hmmms, let's see, i got PW for the first two weeks of hols, thne had to go shanghai, then had to go dad's office to work and then i have tennis and now i m leaving soon again till 27th. but will be back on 22nd night to 24th evening. ooo, ya sure i do slack. but hell, its quite tiring u noe. tennis and work. ya ya ya, then the adults are saying social life are not important etc etc. OKAY, i get it.
How about for the next year I just don't hang out ok? and be a hermit crab, no friends and all i do is study. then i wanna lose weight she also dun allow, keep asking me to eat. i wanna eat i eat, i dun want to eat i dun eat. easy rite?
but no she wanna control all aspects of my life. as usual. no surprise.
okay i tink i grouse enough for one day. i need to go bathe now. and try to be happier and not let an old bitch ruin my day. the old bitch is not my mother. even though i hate her sometimes, she is still mummy and loves me lots. so we shall just maintain a lovehate relationship. hehs. i noe she cares but sometimes as a teenager i hate nagging too. BUT THE OTHER WOMAN IS NOT MY MOTHER SO FCUK OFF BITCH.
hah. i feel better. too many bad words for one day alr. bad karma. gtg bathe and meditate! ttfn.
i cant wait for bangkok. be it many shopping or not. for now i started my diet today. MAINTAIN IT MAY. u can do it!!! yays and tmr is sis bday and tournie day!!! jia you!!!