Wednesday, February 28, 2007
it is a bubbly happiness
a simple kind
which makes my day.
you make me smile
like a retard in love,
even though i m not,
with just a mere thought of you.
it is so sudden
the emotions creeping slowly
into my loveless heart.
the little ice princess i was
began to thaw
with each thought of you.
the warming of
the cold heart,
has just begun
because of you.
the you who will not even know it is you.
you think me bimbotic
well,
at least not robotic
coz that will just be too
boring and psychotic.
its a simple simple kind of happiness
i never thought someone like you can bring to me.
so happy and contented
when i see ur eyes or hear ur name or spot you from.
ar.
it is written in the stars
that you and me
are a match to be favoured
this year.
They told me
they had a feeling
about me and you.
Let's hope it will all come true
to bring me my simple happiness
closer to my side.
that happy bubbly feeling
belonging to me only.
hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
unearthly hour for students who take chemistry now. HAHA. no prizes for guessing I skipped chem lecture!!!!! SMILES. not tt i m proud of it. and today its wendy's bday and so I will wish her a very very very very happy BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YO WENDY. DEDICATING THIS POST TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohs and ytrday i met marsha at PP after my dental appt and darn, i cant take my braces off yet. SIGHS. AND AND AND I FOUND BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S at 15bucks. I LOVE AUDREY HEPBURN. she is so gorgeous. and i had fun toking to marsha ytrday as usual. abt love and erm sth else. HOW LOVELY.
and LEE XINHUI ur nineoclock show is WEIRD. and makes no complete sense!!!!!!!!!! elvin ng aint tt goodlooking waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttt.
sighs. life is complicated and i shant attempt to understand it. ohs and i cant rmb wat i want to write here. HAH. ooooppppppps.
been spending quite alot of money though, sighs.
OH MY GOD. I FREAKING SCRATCHED MY PHONE TODAY. NOW I WANT TO CHANGE PHONE> HAH. pampered bitch.
OOOOOOOOPPPPPPS.
Monday, February 26, 2007
wahhhs. been quite long since i came here to post. HAHA.
anyway, few frens came over on saturday: Brandie, David, JunJun, Melly, Maryam, Jinhui, Jane, Dan. The rest couldnt make it. So we played xbox and ate kfc. HAHA. xbox was kickass fun. and then at night went over to uncle ahying's hse. heehee. they finished my cute pineapple tarts. =(( pouts.
OKAYY and today its monday lunch at pizza hut w aprie xinhui and jingxian as usual. I m telling you this weirdo uncle is still freaking me out. I mean he just kept staring even after he alighted and stared at me frm outside the bus thru the window. I was so freaked out LAH. EEEEEEEEEEE. wat did i do??? i m sorry u r so fat tt u cant squeeze thru the plenty of space and say i block the way. EXCUSE ME. everyone else had a perfectly normal space to walk thru and i wasnt even blocking anything lahh. sheesh. and dun stare, its fcuking rude. pissed me off. and its not like i said fcuk off to you right stare wat. i even said oh, i m sorry. SHEESH. wat a bastard.
ANYWAY, cookie has been such a naughty dog on saturday! she jumped onto the coffee table and ate chocolate!! she is not supposed to!!!! and then on sunday her shit had gold stuff in it. YUCKS. she ate the wrapper along w it. so grossssss.
ohs and mcCafe is actually pretty good. Vanilla frappe. yumms. and cappucino!!! hahaa. budget coffee compared to coffeebean starbucks tcc etc.
OHS and aprie and xinhui had a brillaint time today making fun of me for no good reason. I wonder why!!!! wat did i do?? is today annoy mayy day?? HAHA but u didn annoy me as much as tt weirdo. u just made me go oiiii wattt. haha.
and and i just found out tt i lost my econs notes shoott. where did i put it?!! tsk. ohs and tmr i m gg for dental and meeting marsha!!! heh heh. its either new colours or taking them out!!! yays!!!!
HAHA. either way i dun mind.
hmmm...........cant wait to go sch tmr!!! its nice to have crushes in sch coz they r motivation. HAHA. xinhui's fave words. NOT MINE. hehe.
GTG. SMILES.
am a lil bit happy today!!!! hahaa.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
my msn is screwed w the typing wrong alphabets thingy again. so i can blog in peace. erm blessing in disguise. haha.
so anyway, COOKIE the stupid stupid dog bit my prom heels ytrday. THE GOLD ONES frm Americaya. ARGH, I m so bloody pissed w her. SHEESH.
and on the second day of cny some of my younger cousins and i went to kbox at arnd 4pm till 7pm (for me and sis coz we had to go another aunt's place while the rest tayed on till 9plus10). we are a mad joyous bunch. one day the older cousins r coming along to high w us. haha. i can quite imagine tt. it will b hilarious.
and today we had to travel frm sch all the way down to lakeside to train for some coackamie reason. sheesh. wat a bloody waste of time. I m hating tt *^%%$$#@ company now. wat shit tennis academy banner they hung outside tt *^%$%#$# place. 'nuff said.
i cant wait for the tennis inter sch to end. sheesh.
and cny this yr was pretty good. the food not too bad and the clothes not too bad except i can probably do away w those extra fats. I m restraining myself frm tt cute pineapple tarts. HAHA. they r so cute and yummy. and all those goodies. sighs. yummms. heavenly.
saturday having a 0906 lunch gathering in my hse and then for dinner, gg over to uncle ahying's hse again. he has a new dog over there. his son's one i tink. so cute lahh. the dog not the son. okayy the son was cute the previous yrs but this yr he looked weird on chu xi night when dad went over to return him sth and i saw the son. AND uncle ahying is not really my relative. he is one of dad's frens. haha.
having to know the lead guy whom i wrote into almost every single short stories/love stories exist in the real world is really really ought to be good enough. really. i mean i cant expect a fairytale ending like my stories where, duhs, i m the...erm... lead girl under various names? haha. so i really ought to be satisfied w tt. its really good enuf. so i shld be content w tt. sighs. must convinced myself it is good enuf and anything tt happens after is an icing on the cake.
and ahgong is still in ttsh and has been having onoff fever. plssss let him endure.
and first day back in sch after cny is quite groggy. like everyone is tired out. ahah.
i sooooooooo need to slp and work out and study. SCREAMS.
okayy. maybe a day or two off in a spa resort is good too. haha.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
wow. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone out there!!! bigsmiles.
a year passed by so fast ehs.
ohwells, anyway, my reunion dinner started early ytrday and i actually got home before 8pm. i mean we ate at 5! so yahh...and with tt I can foresee a different yr ahead. coz this yr i didnt get my angpow frm paternal ahma last night. Instead its today morn.
So as usual we went temple in the morn and then over to maternal grandparents place. YUMMY fried huat kueh and peng kueh by ahma. hahaa. and coffee!!!! yahh miss those alot. coz its my childhood food. and now ahgong condition aint very stable so its all very scary. i'll say more later. after tt, we went to paternal ahma hse again for lunch and AMAZING, i didn play daidi this yr. Me and jean tested out a really interesting theory. Put one snake alone on the gambling table, we'll do well, put two we'll suffer, put three, bad luck. SO odd number is better. and then we got a call tht ahgong is in hospital so we took a quick grp photo and left for ttsh. I just kept praying tt nth bad happens.
So in ttsh where almost all the chia family is there. ALMOST being the operative word becoz Tua yi and Family is in bangkok now (i will miss my usual day two lunch, the feast i look forward to every year. SO SAD!!!!) and of coz the family is SO BIG its quite hard to get them all together. And now ahgong is better and we really are hoping he can endure this cny. will pray for him.
so now, i m back fmr the hospital and later gg down to godma's place for dinner. Angpows lots this yr!!! HAHA. big family lahh. AND uncle harry had a brilliant idea to do a lucky dip (or rather choose a hongbao on the wall) at his place(paternal ahma's place) for the kids. So there is the $2 or $5 or $10 one. See ur luck!!! And the kids all queued to pluck it of the wall. And I got........$5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean the rest got $2 and his kid cyan got $10. AHAHA. we all accused him of inside job. lol.
now i m munching away on some fab pineapple tarts tt look so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yumms.
a year passed by so fast ehs.
ohwells, anyway, my reunion dinner started early ytrday and i actually got home before 8pm. i mean we ate at 5! so yahh...and with tt I can foresee a different yr ahead. coz this yr i didnt get my angpow frm paternal ahma last night. Instead its today morn.
So as usual we went temple in the morn and then over to maternal grandparents place. YUMMY fried huat kueh and peng kueh by ahma. hahaa. and coffee!!!! yahh miss those alot. coz its my childhood food. and now ahgong condition aint very stable so its all very scary. i'll say more later. after tt, we went to paternal ahma hse again for lunch and AMAZING, i didn play daidi this yr. Me and jean tested out a really interesting theory. Put one snake alone on the gambling table, we'll do well, put two we'll suffer, put three, bad luck. SO odd number is better. and then we got a call tht ahgong is in hospital so we took a quick grp photo and left for ttsh. I just kept praying tt nth bad happens.
So in ttsh where almost all the chia family is there. ALMOST being the operative word becoz Tua yi and Family is in bangkok now (i will miss my usual day two lunch, the feast i look forward to every year. SO SAD!!!!) and of coz the family is SO BIG its quite hard to get them all together. And now ahgong is better and we really are hoping he can endure this cny. will pray for him.
so now, i m back fmr the hospital and later gg down to godma's place for dinner. Angpows lots this yr!!! HAHA. big family lahh. AND uncle harry had a brilliant idea to do a lucky dip (or rather choose a hongbao on the wall) at his place(paternal ahma's place) for the kids. So there is the $2 or $5 or $10 one. See ur luck!!! And the kids all queued to pluck it of the wall. And I got........$5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean the rest got $2 and his kid cyan got $10. AHAHA. we all accused him of inside job. lol.
now i m munching away on some fab pineapple tarts tt look so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yumms.
and and yahh.. this yr seems to be gg very differently AND i even wore a cheongsam today lahh. i haven worn one since god noes when. HAHA. its a black one. See rae, even though u thot wearing black accessories were bad enuf. I wore a black cheongsam. with red threads shot through and black heels and babypink clutch. HEE.
yupps. shall now go write in my personal diary abt some stuff..... tt obviously it cant be published here for the world. also FINALLY i foundout tt uploading pics here is quite easy. HEHS. so idiotic of me.
Friday, February 16, 2007
CONGRATUALTIONS TO GAMMA HSE for overall champs. and erm to Mun for erm u noe wat!!! CONGRATULATIONS to my darling ahsi, shann, junjun, rae, and those who got a lovely medal or trophy today! SMILES.
back frm sch's road run and as usual I didnt run. I really wanted to this yr but i fell and now my knee ligament is so bleah. sighs. and the bastard coach tinks i m full of excuses. HAH. i m. only for pe. not for trng. i hardly skip sch trng if i really cannot make it.
so pissed w him. and after this cny i m gg to start gg for pe and gg for trng properly. heh hehs.
anyway ytrday i spontaneously went out w jun to bugis and accompany her get her cny clothes coz the poor darling only has a new dress. AND it was a fruitful day!!!! SMILES. haha. so happy for her. and i had fun! smiles. erm yahh and i m so tired this few days i need slp desperately.
sighs.
ohhs and erm...wat else. ermm... i dunoo mann. like alot to say then in the end come here like nth to type. sighs.
CNY coming real soon. tmr i will hafta clean surfaces of my room and study room tmr and do alot alot. so tmr is a busy busy day and yahh...
ohhhs today is sek's bday!!! HAPPY BDAY!!!!
and and...ermm yahh tt's abt it. short entry i guess?
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!!
spent the day with XinHui after school. Two singletons having lotsa fun!!! Newyork newyork was just yummy and while queueing we saw quite a few TJC couples. So funny. Hahaa. coz we both keep looking out for any ppl we noe and guess wat!! I SAW CHARLENE IN NEWYORKNEWYORK. OMG. I MISS HER SO MUCH AND ITS BEEN ALMOST A YR SINCE I LAST SAW HER. Hahaha. U pretty girl I MISS UUUUUUU. we gotta meet up aiights??
BTW, xinhui and i went down to northbridgeroad to return her costumes and then changed our minds abt gg bugis when we were waiting for the bus back to bugis and went down to cityhall! SMILES. haha.
and I got quite a few LOVELY pressies today. Although i got alot more last yr but this year one has their special qualities like how I can keep most of them and also meaningful ones. HAHA.
Happy happy.
wat else did i do today??
SLACK IN ALL LESSONS. as usual. and tong left a bigger blemish on today events by telling my skirt too short. HAHA. OKAYY. anything u say. and he is the number one person who can induce me to say knn and f word out loud at the same time.
hmm.. AND this year is basically the last yr I can enjoy the JOYS OF GVING. wise words. lol. i mean hu has time when Uni comes arnd. and hopefully i get a bf by then. HAHAHA.
like xinhui said, yes we shld go out more often but not on vday anymore hopefully. HAHA.
OKIEDOKS. good one. and toking to you today made me realise I really did spoil some lovestuff in my life. HAHA. ohwells. so long i dun spoil my jfk one. =))
nights.
oh and jfk didn do anything. sighhhhhhs. so sad lahhh..... sighhhhhhhhhssssss.
You remind me of a flower
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,
A gift to all.
You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone people can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.
You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone people feel comfortable with.
Special to all.
You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone people can have fun with.
Enjoyed by all.
You remind me of a lot of things,
but nothing can compare to the
real person -YOU.
I told Jane I wanted a poem for V day and she saw this and thot it was so me and just had to give it to me. Oh mannn....its so high praise and I really like this poem. SO HAPPY.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
one more day to v day. which of coz has no meaning to it except frenships I will be celebrating. sighs. (lets call him jfk) jfk isnt getting any hints I tink. and tt is so sad. for me. sighs. but he is just so so perfect.
ahhh welll. i got so many thingys to bring to sch!!!! HELP!!!!
and we get to wear our home clothes to sch and i tried some clothes and some actually felt tight. SHOOTTT.
so darned spoil my day.
which was actually not too bad.
SEK GAVE ME A MINI BOTTLE OF BLUE M&M'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR VDAY. She is a day early but well. yahh. OMG. I WAS SO TOUCHED AND HAPPYYY. SMILES SMILES SMILES.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SMILES SMILES.
so yahh so far i got two impt vday pressies!!! and oh yah i chose a water bottle to replace my roxy one and i paid for it first and mum is gg to reimburse me!!!
it is a cute lil PINK MARIE THE CAT bottle. SO CUTE. I fell in love w it the minute i saw it. Jun can be the eyewitness. HAHA she was w me. we went parkway to shop for her vday stuff and i met widi to pass me sth special for someone. HAHAHAHAHA. he is such a NICE GENEROUS GUY. HAHAHHAA. we r gg out soon one day w darryl sis and they all to karaoke if we r not gg cruise anytime soon. We gotta do sth before u leave nxt jan. HAHAHA.
and tmr i cant go trng coz my poor poor beloved knee.
and OHYAHH I m wearing my high sch musical top which can only be found in malaysia (i mean the closest country to spore). Bloody hell cost me twenty over singdollars. but heyys it is special.
high sch musical is disney channel's biggest movie hit and it opened in US on MY BIRTHDAY 23rd may last yr. ISNT IT AWESOME??? LOL. SMILES.
and i had fun w jun today!!!! =)) i dunno wat we did but shes a bunch of fun. haha.
hmmm. widi got me and sis lovely swensen's ice cream!!!! sticky chewy choc. so NOT good for the waistline.
SIGHS. but heyys, its the normal vday cny weight thingy. after tt I can really start w/o any interruptions my diet. heh heh.
so all in all 7/10 day. SMILES. i still hold hope in my heart tt tmr is a good day and jfk will do sth, SMILES.
Monday, February 12, 2007
vivocity is quite a letdown....my god. it is so huge and complicated and not tt organised i get a headache walking arnd trying to look for a certain shop. ANYHOW, me dan jane jinhui had a good time nonetheless EATING at carl's jr (oreo milkshake was yummy) and just walking arnd. Candy empire drained my money AGAIN. wats new. and I didn give a hoot abt my food intake today. Just went to eat whatever I liked. Ohs and the donut specialty shop in vivo sucked. SHEESH. the donut was crap. Dunkin is a million times better.
HOLD ON. make tt a gazillion. hah. and I found out wats a vermonster sundae made out of.
Vermonster sundae holds 20scoops of icecream, a brownie, three cookies, a banana?, and any toppings u want (for example, whipped cream, rainbow rice, caramel etc.)
88BUCKS FOR TT???????
jaw drops.
and yahhh....tt's abt my day and my knee wounds are healing though theres pus still. ouch. this sucks and vday is in two days time. and cny will come soon after.
and i didn do much work this "long"wkend. congratulate me. NOT.
maybe i shld work thru cny.
SHEESH.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
AT THIS UNGODLY HOUR I ATE TWO CUBES OF RITTERSPORTS YOGURT.
I cldnt resist it siting on my desk. see what i mean abt not being disciplined. sheesh may how can u b destined to do great things if u cant even resist chocs?!
and mum has been nagging and complaining and jabbering away for the past 2 hours. I M NOT KIDDING. She didnt stop toking for a minute. IT IS NOT FUNNY. I DUNNO WATS GONE UP HER ARSE and IRRITATE HER COZ ME AND SIS SURE AS HELL DIDN DO ANYTHING, we just washed up and sat in front of our comp/laptop. and I did some choc/junkfood packing.
SHE IS DEFINITELY GG THRU MENOPAUSE. She is alr 47 this yr. It IS time.
and I m gg thru hellish moodswings. I HATE having my period and I hate JUNKING and then feeling guilty after u feel good eating.
life is just so complicatedly painful. or painfully complicated, take ur pick.
SCREAMS.
another personal crisis after seeing love handles and muffins. (muffins=backfats)
u noe wat. if bulimia works. then its fine if u dun overdo it right?? whats the diff between bulimia and anorexia anyway??
have u ever thot abt this:
wld u want to drown or burn to death?
wld u want to burn or freeze to death?
wld u want to drown or freeze to death?
interesting thots. i personally chose freezing. Burn is just painful and the way Jonnie described drowning sounds hurting too.
anyway, v day is coming up. and Regina just gave me a lovely bottle of three cookies her mum made(coz she is busy!!!) haha. THANKS. first vday pressie. Not counting the yupi strawberry gummy frm this girl in tuition.
btw congrats to Sis for doing well in her O's.
and of coz Shannon and Chester for doing incredibly well. Awww the sweetiepie called to share his goodnews. Just like Guang calling me last yr. So touched. HAHAHA. and rach and hwee and shaofang for doing well in their own right and being happy with their results.
I SERIOUSLY NEED DISCIPLINE IN MY FOOD INTAKE. U have no idea wat junk i put into myself. Coffee is not counted.
NO MORE THAN ONE CUBE OF CHOCS PER DAY. how abt tt??? good???
and eating one palmful of food for lunch and dinner. Breakfast I eat more.
and we had the collect old newspaper and clothes thingy today for sch and tmr I dun haf sch. SMILES.
I m getting depressed again. Fuck. I hate it. I hate hate hate hate hate these impt years (quote O lvls) SUCKS LAH. I blame myself.
SCREAMS.
maybe its not such a big loss to the world if I m not in it.
maybe its not worth going thru all this pain.
maybe its not because of me I am depressed over.
maybe its not what it seems.
maybe its not how I want it to turn out.
maybe its not good to have high expectations.
IT WILL ALL LEAD TO A VOLCANIC ERUPTION ONE DAY. This is a fair warning.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
hellooo.
todayy is a slightly better day than the past few ones. and my knee wounds hurt!!!! and a bit of bad news.....nicole and i cant go out on saturday.....sobss. shes gotta tutor kids. sighs...
sighs. ANYWAY, ytrday I sneaked into the audi during contact to watch j1 english fair and hey! it was pretty funny and corny and lame and some were pretty good. 1407's isnt tt good though. hmmm...ohs and today I got a new insanely good high score on Quadrapop in my phone!!! 93960 points. isnt tt so wow!!! HAHA bimbotic sounding me. teehee i m so happyyy. took me abt half and hour and i rmb complaining to sek abt how i want the game to end. haha. weirddd.. but heyys good score!!!!
and he hasnt sms me in abt three days?? tt is making me a little sad...
but nvm...my angel gave me something today!!!! so happy!!! timeout a big bar of timeout!!!! SMILES. I like peanutbutter m&m's alot!!!! and aftereight mint straws. and clodhoppers. HEHS. alot more but its impossible to put them down here.
and i just read Urban (tt small newspaper every thurs) and they showed the v day edition of Ralph Lauren's romance perfume with a silver ring attached. so nice!!!! although I like Gucci's Envy Me best with Chanel's No.5 (but both r insanely ex so I only have Gucci samples and use Mum's chanel for impt events) and I use Pink Wonder and Cinderella perfume and mum gave me her gorgio beverly hills one which i haven used yet. HAHA.
and i also read abt this guy who is 27 and he has been single his entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayy, I m not laughing!!!! coz my record hasn been tt stellar as well...lol.
oooooooo. tmr is trina's and my aussie penpal's bronwyn bdays!! and ytrday was ahsi's bday so...
HAPPY BDAY TRINA AHSI REGINA BRONWYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIGBIGSMILES.
to all my darling juniors and yr1s i noe, GOODLUCK WITH RESULTS TMR!!! SMILES.
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
today is not a good day except for the fact tt I got two high scores for the game in my phone.
not a good day.
first my sis fren forgot to tell us she not gg to sch and we found tt out really late and had to wait for a cab and duhs in the end we were late for sch. dammit. i was fcuking pissed. and then when we were running to sch, i fell and skinned both of my knees. fcuking pain. now still..
so guess wat i did to ease the pain?? I ATE ALOT TODAY. and so now i feel fat. bloated. guilty. fat. and battling depression and low selfesteem. whats new?!
and for lunch i ate blackboard's tuscan fries. yumms BUT FAT LIKE HELL. nxt time onwards i go there, nic wong will order a garden salad for me. no objections. anyway, we wanted to ask for saucers to put chilli and dip our fries in and i was like erm can we have tt thingy.. the one we put the chi...and the smartypants guy/waiter said: saucer?? and then i was like yahhh... and nic laughed at me. stupid kokhead. then i squeeze the bottle of chilli and halfway thru the cover dropped out and chilli gushed out and everyone at the table was like MAY???? i tell u i m always such a klutz. so embarassing lahhh...
haii and i m a lil sad this week. somehow.
and i m seeing nicole who is back in spore this saturday. FINALLY.
and V DAY IS MAKING ME BROKE. but i like giving. last yr of sch for me to give. HAHA.
random comment: I like red roses and sunflowers. Not really gerberas much. =DD
and of coz i like the vday edition of starbucks bottle.
Monday, February 5, 2007
hit 50 posts with last post!!! HAHA. celebrate. -.-
anyways, its the usual monday except i didnt pon chinese to go pizza hut w xinhui and aprie and i actually run for pe(didnt slack!!!)....
=((( and lt2 today is freaking hot lahh. sheesh. stupid OM. weirdo freak.
and of coz went home after school to bathe and pack up and leave for funan/raffles place. Sis has her piano lessons, mum goes along, and u tink i wanna be caught at home w the dog alone and that tv and laptop. HAHAHAHA. i tink i wun do any work. sheesh. i need discipline. so i always tag along and study in tt wonderful mac's in funan or tcc (not very frequent becoz its ex and mum will kill me). BUT MUM PAYS. SMILES. and today we decided to leave me at starbucks in raffles place and although it is packed and rather noisy i had my ipod plugged into my ears and all i hear is glorious music. and with my mocha frappe, i m good to go. erm i mean study. so i did revision for today's work in sch. okay lahhh. not bad compared to if i m left at home. hehs. WHY NO COFFE BEAN NEARBY. SHEESH. i like coffee bean. WHITE CHOC DREAM ICE BLENDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SMILES SMILES SMILES.
and clara leong finally got her phone back. congratulations for returning to civilisation and pple can actually contact u now.
and my sis just told me MJC cant send us flowers but they can receive frm us. I tell you tt is just one more reason for me to dislike the school. SHEESH. I alr dun like MJ. I WANT MY SUNFLOWER FRM JOJO. -.-
ohs! and this year the collegewide angelmortal game I got two losers. both loserish angel and mortal. but i m still nice i give my mortal food everyday although he doesn reply. ITS LIKE WRITING TO A WALL. and my angel is some geek. WHY WHY WHY cant i get anyone cooler. dun laugh at me lah jon ong. HMPHS. shldn haf laughed at junjun when she realise her angel also frm tt geek gang. -.- its retribution.
i m telling you coffee chains are addictive. HMPHS. my money fly away. and my love for coffee satrted when i was abt five yrs old. so erm all the more addictive. sighs.
i gtg try do somemore work. nights.
Sunday, February 4, 2007
hmmm. today i did a little notemaking for my biology notebook. and trained. THATS ABT IT. OMG. I seriously need more time for my work. I m forever lagging. HMPHS.
and... I really need to start eating normally. coz shifu says I look really hagged and tired and my eyes have lost its shine. and tt isnt good rite? SIGHS.
dun tell me i got anorexia or sth coz i dun tink I do. AND i shld stop eating junk and desserts in place of my meals. and eat a little more meat coz I have been eating mostly veg and fish and erm junk? haha.
ooops.
and I shld start running for pe and stop ponning it. I need exercise. If I do, my body will never recover healthily. Didnt noe my body is under such erm toxic.
sighs. i need to slp.
rite?
oh dear, i m beginning to worry abt mself. oh noo.
and instead of listening in chem tuition i drew and doodled and stoned and wrote my fave brand names on my worksheet. ooppps.
*prays really hard*
i need more structure and discipline and determination in my life.
and today I had a good emo moment w cookie the naughty doggie again.
shes quite a darling when she wants to be. she came into my room and sat on the floor next to me and when i turned to look at her she stretched and lied down and scratched my toes. So I carried her up and let her cuddle on my lap and she just stayed curled up there while i do my notes and shes like a baby. awwwwwwwwww.....
AND YAYS this year I got two weddings coming up courtesy of my godbro and cousin. HAHAHA. excuses to dress up and meet up w wacky cousins and big family reunion becoz its mum's side family which is gigantic and very very drama drama one. HAHA.
so i wld say its gonna quite alot of fun. SMILES. ahhaa.
gtg now.
Friday, February 2, 2007
finally can see my blog.
wahh saddd. only so few pple tag one. =((
okayy. the week's been pretty slack i guess coz I have been cutting classes and feigning sickness. *oops* even if i m in class, i also in a daze and in my own dream world.
NEW RESOLUTIONS FOR THE NEW YEAR. (CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING)
1. Actually know what is gg on in class!!!!!
2. Follow lectures and sit in front even if i m alone in it.
3. Be a real sports person and stop ponning pe. No pain no gain.
4. STOP coming online so often.
5. Spend less than $15 on food. EAT LESSER.
6. No food after 8pm.
7. Be more respectful to and love my parents more.
8. Exercise self discipline and determination.
yups 8 resolutions. 8 is an erm auspicious number??? HAHA.
and my angel finally wrote to me... SO HAPPY!!!! hahaa. lame. but i was really quite sad lahhh. =(( coz i last yr didnt have an angel...
so yahh. i really need to be as disciplined and determined as i was at beginning of last year. COME ON MAY!!!!!
ohs and mannn!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone thinks i got this major major crush on *****l. but i dun. i just tink he is quite cute. I MEAN EYECANDY LAHH. my crush is not even in tjc. SHEESH PPLE. and now they make me so paisehs when i see him. ARGH.
lol.
gtg slp. tmr morn got trng. nites.
vday/frenship day is coming up really soon and i kinda got ready all the gifts for tj pple. and coz they have this interjc flower delivery thingy i decided to be nice and send most of the pple i care abt in other JCs flowers. SUPER BROKE~ haha.
ALRITES~ BYEEE! rest well this weekend pple.
Thursday, February 1, 2007
why cant I enter my own blog to view it...weird!!!
anyways, havent been blogging coz I am trying very hard not to come online. Btw, its been quite a good week for me except I have been eating quite a lot?? SO yah, now must eat lesser and diet ahh. HAHA.
but been running for training which is quite shitty. yucks.
anyways, I already got ready most or all of my valentine's/friendship day pressies! so tt's one less thingy to do!!!!
todays bio test was shitty lahh. sheesh.
and yahhh....
hmmm..... i m having a temporary loss of memory so I dunno wat I want to type. shoot.
hmm......
must go study alr. i think. or maybe slp. coz i m seriously uber tired. need to hibernate. argh.
gtg. BYEEEEEEEEEEE.
P.S. mayy is in a happy happy happy mood. SMILES. lalalala.