Thursday, December 14, 2006
ytrday was sis' bday. so happy belated bday!!! anyways, i also lost my tennis match. couldn't run much for the ball due to immense discomfort. haii. nvm, shall learn frm it and work for the next tournie. whoosh.
its late once again and i can't sleep. this time i think it is due to my new tightening of braces (which is red and green now! xmas colours) AND my discomfort of WEIGHT GAIN. horror of horrors. I gained weight over the past few months when i wasn't working out much and basically just kept eating due to stress and studying. NOT GOOD. now its like cold turkey trying to claw back into the healthy thing. God please give me the strength to forget the wonderous taste of chocolate and sweet indulgence of ice cream. Okayy, very sinful but i have one of the sweetest tooth around. seriously. Tt's my downfall. definitely that. because it is just so so hard to give up those utterly fantastic dunkin donuts and ben&jerry's and white toblerone. Just a few of my favourite. Have you tried the desserts on Superstar Virgo, at the marmaladepantry, and and and. argh. cannot write them down. m u s t-r e s i s t-t e m p t a t i o n. the look of it the thot of it the sight of it just make me go weak in the knees. NO. i shall have to kick my bad habit and eat healthier snacks too. but i m gg bangkok and cruise. two places with yummy food. yummy yummy yummy food. i shld go gym on cruise and play more arcade and sing more karaoke instead of sitting arnd in the room. But i also wanna do homework on cruise. abit tough ehs the decision. tsk tsk.
so frm tmr onwards i shall vow to restart my braces diet. liquid food again. which i dun really mind. really. then i gotta go tone those muscles after i lose the fats. one of the braces bracket thingy came off again. must be the small lamb chop i ate at Keyaki Bar at Panpac the other day or the many apples i just chomped on. so Dr. Loh went on and on abt how i gotta eat food tt requires me to chew less. alritey. enough w the guilt trip!!! lol. so there we go, the stress and discomfort of knowing u gained weight weighs me down so i cnt slp. sighhhs.
not to mention my mother is gg on w her guilt trip of my horrid results and not doing any revision at all. okiedoks mummy. i did gp homework today. hows tt?? haiii. i m, to be very honest, scared to the numbness for my a lvls and my results and almost zilch knowledge of wats gg on in lectures. part of me wants to repeat j1 but i definitely lack the courage. brought up in a very realistic family so everything's all abt face and results. tsk. but hey, being cynical isnt all tt bad sometimes.
ohs, and right, to one person who i recently met again after quite a long time, i guess i kinda freaked the person out. HAHA. it is funny come to tink abt it. ohwells. did i tell you a great news. i went to the parkway arcade and did the candy thingy and actually got the winniethepooh soft toy after only four tries. yippee!! better than tt tigger which i didnt get at suntec even after ten tries. SHEESH. ohs and sis got me this lovely sweet heart shape necklace and matching bracelet!!! its super princessy! hahaha.
and theres trng tmr. in school. far far away. maybe it will rain! before i go of coz. or maybe i can go then go pp for lunch and maybe drag sis to arcade if shes gg trng w me.
SUNDAY NIGHT...bangkok/pattaya! baby, its shopping time. LOL.
i hope i see outfitters teeshirts there! their lines are way funny!!!
roxy there is also cheaper so happiness. and all the other goodies.
did i mention before how fabulous their popular Japanese food chain is? Its called Fuji, and the food is just to die for. serious. so fresh and cooked to near perfection. I m writing this w several specific dishes in mind and the most mouthwatering one is definitely the salmonstick thingy. (shoot i forgot the name) hopefully without daddy there this time we can still go sky bar. but i highly doubt so. it is one of the most beautiful places in the world. and i have yet to taste thier mojito. their margarita was good. but i dun like salty stuff much so the salt didnt sit well with me. thats the problem w cocktails.
haii. i miss holidaying with daddy. its all that fatguy's fault. my sister has taken to calling the person fatguy so i will just b lazy and take her nickname for him too. ARGH. i want my old daddy back. the one who actually quit smoking and stayed tt way, the daddy who drank lots but still lesser than he did now. ARGH. i fully blame fatguy for the problems he caused to the office/company and everything else that comes along w the split. i mean, hey! the company was making money and doing well, why ruin a good thing?! now daddy's working so much more and i dun see him alot, even less than usual. haiii. wat idiots pple can be sometimes, when things amount to power and wealth. so channel8 drama.
BITCHY IS MY MIDDLE NAME.
YOU BETTER MAKE MORE THAN I CAN SPEND.
etc etc. i love the lines. so hilarious and just so bitchy. HAHA.
but sometimes the ones i like mummy doesnt give the nod of approval if shes with me. sighs.
okok, i feel the eyelids gettng heavier but i feel like throwing up and still feel so disgusted w myself.