Wednesday, December 27, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS 25th dec entry:
Hi everyone, I am now blogging on Microsoft Word and its day 2 of my cruise trip. Shall upload this the minute I land and am back home w my wireless connection. Yes yes, I actually brot my laptop w me onto the cruise. Hell, I even brot homework. But seriously kiddos, I need the time. Pls Lord, give me more time in my life. 24hours days are just not enuff! Right now its gg to be lunch time very soon and I m in the library staring out into the most breathtaking view. Check it out pple, I shall try to describe it as vividly as I can.
It is amazing how you look out and realize how lucky u are to be able to see these things. The sea stretched endlessly, its beautiful sea-greenish-blue water and then far away in the backdrop you’ve got huge white fluffy clouds and those postcard-ish blue sky and with hints of sun rays playing oh-so mischievously between the clouds. How I wish this is how I can actually study everyday in school. It will be heaven, and especially if you spend it with ur loved one, so so so romantic!!! (I m a diehard romantic lah.) Not that May has any lover to spend it with, but hey, I m not complaining. Any brother will do or besties. Haha. Love will look for you in the most unexpected way. Sometimes its staring at you right in ur face and you dun realise it. Sighs. I will find mine but maybe its not my time. I dun mind, since what I want is a long lasting beautiful love. Before I get all mushy mushy, I need to grouse and complain. Hahahaha. It's a girl thing and it's a May thing to complain about this. Sorry, coz I noe I am gg to sound like one of the brattiest kid u will ever come to hear of and also one who probably doesn't noe how lucky she is. (Not I dunno, however it usually slips my mind) So let me get it over and done with.
I need to get it out. OH for heaven’s sake, can daddy ever ever ever do things properly and on time and nvr ever last minute? spontaneity is all well and good but this is not good spontaneous fun. Only one time his spontaneity was fun is when he called home frm office one day and said we are gg Malacca the next day. We went there and didn even have a hotel booked BUT Uncle James had the VIP service and we both got suites right away. WHEE!!! Anyway, Daddy always does our cruise trips last minute. And for big events like Xmas (I rather spend it w u guys?) ITS ALWAYS BOOKED TO THE MAX. So in the end we always are on the waiting list. And we will get it BUT nvr nvr nvr a balcony room. HELLO. Imagine my humiliation of carrying a bluecard. Where's my red card? Nvm bluecard, a stateroom on the 11th floor is just alrite I guess BUT NO. I had to get one on the ohsoglorified level of number 6. NOT. ARGH. Seriously. Then when we realized that we get sixth and have no choice, its too late. Then when we are just abt gg in, the parents realise they have the power to change it. DUHS. They are VIPs (albeit them being silver and not gold or platinum). Just not twoweeks come once onto the cruise VIP. But they are in good company of those who do tt and so with their influence and bigheads in the cruise staff we noe, its almost too easy to get whatever we want. But sighs, they rmb it too late. So now, pple, I rather hang out in the library than my room. I was uberly well pissed by tt for two hours minimum.
Very soon, I will be disembarking for a day trip in Penang. I like Penang, it's a really nice country and the surname Khoo, the Khoo family there are the most influential. HAHAHAHA. YAY me! Yay Khoos! The Khoo land there with their heritage centre is so huge and manificient, almost like a Chinese palace. But not as huge, Chinese Palaces are huge. Anyway, last night was xmas eve, and today is xmas. I didn get any pressies today. But hey, I love my pressies frm rachie, sis, marsha! I suppose I have more but I cant get them in time for xmas. Haha. I just read my Snake horoscope for year 2007. I love horoscopes and this astrology stuff. They are just so… intriguing aren't they. Lol.
Tonight we’ll have a bbq dinner at the pool area if weather permits. And definitely tonight, I will go karaoke either alone or with my sister’s frens who r here as well. I spent 15bucks on arcade ytrday alr and given my recent trips to Shnaghai and Bangkok, I tink I spend enuf money alr. HAHAHA. Okay, too much. I blew Bangkok’s budget but but but I didn’t go over my Shanghai’s one. YAYS!!
And hopefully I wun spend over…one hundred? On this cruise trip. So I am like left w 85bucks. No thanks to arcade. I love arcade. I only do my motorbike and Daytona and Initial d games. I wun say I m damn good at it but for a girl, I m pretty good. HAHAHA. Onboard the cruise this time got a lot of ahlians and ahbengs and THAT IS JUST MAJORLY DISGUSTING. Like my sister said, who let them up?! HELLO??? Hahaha. I sound like a total beeyatch. Tmr I will b gg off cruise to phuket and then its back to spore. I cant wait! I promised Mun to go out w him and I have my majorly impt meeting w nessa darling. =)))
Sometimes, I wonder whats wrong w me. I m completely spas. Tt much I’ll admit. I noe what is expected of me. But most of the time I just ignore those angelic calls in my head. Instead I just go do sth completely rebellious. OOPs, as usual, I m jumping to another topic. With no advanced warning. But hey, its me! Like my sister’s frens said of me, and I just got to noe them ytrday, I m like so wild looking, yet so childish and squealy when I see soft toys, yet so tomboyish when I play all the arcade games but so girly with my dressing. I am a trueblue Gemini! They cant keep up w my personalities. But pple. Its not my fault. I m born like tt. And doesn’t just make ur life so much more exciting. How boring it will be for the world without such enigmatic pple. The cruise just dropped anchor and I gotta go very very soon, For now. Tata.
I pray I will be a better person after my many bad and wonderful experiences this yr. And not repeat the many mistakes I repeated again this yr. Dear Buddha and Goddess, forgive me for the mistakes I have done and allow me to repent. And let me be more selfassured and be confident tt I have gone on in life without a bf for the past 5 years and I do not need one. (erm..hehs, got exceptions la. Duhhs, its me we are toking abt. But only two only two.) Pls also allow me to concentrate on my studies and learn to transfer the amazing focus I have for my television and computer to my studies.
Back onboard after Penang:
Okayy, I am sorry. I officially blew my budget yet again. BUT heys, I haven’t been gg shoppin in Spore! Sighs, I got myself another kids Nike dunks. SO COOL. I love it!! Love both my Nike dunks. I think I am like collecting and not actually wearing them. Next year must wear more of them. Or else sit in the cabinet and collect dust. LOL. Thank goodness my feet quite small so I can wear kids stuff. Heh heh. AND I bot a High School Musical top, I tink its quite nice and Spore doesn’t haf them!! Ohs and I got a new Adidas watch. Yays to everything. I quite regret I didn’t get this really really pretty pair of Adidas yoga flats. You noe, Bardie dolls have a new range called My Scene dolls. And they have this new collaboration with Adidas and thus they have three new dolls wearing Adidas apparel! I bot the tennis one alr. Duhs. OMG. They have lifesize ones made ready for us to wear too!!! I saw the exact same pair of tennis shoes my doll is wearing and I really want the yoga doll pair of flats. Mummy says I go back spore then buy. OMG. Sighsss. I so regret. I want it now. What if spore doesn’t haf?! But I tink will have becoz I bot my doll in Spore. Now I wanna go home more than ever! To drag friends to comb the Adidas shops w me. Even if Mummy or Daddy doesn’t wanna buy them for me, I will pay for myself. And oh, I shant forget the inQbox at parkway’s clutch. I hope they still have it there. Fingers crossed.
The funny thing is, the minute we alighted at the shopping plaza, I declared I wanna watch a movie so tt I wun buy anything. In the end I think I spend quite a fair bit again. *blushes deep red* OOPS. Sorry daddy. But there’s the casino on cruise and I wish daddy the very best of luck. Gg karaoke later and probably shuffleboard. One of the coolest games onboard and totally FOC. But it’s a ship game. So we cant get them on land. Awwww. And I love cruise for another reason, they have Disney Channel!!! Yays!!! MTV and Disney Channel are on par. I cant decide which I like better. Hmmmmm…
Ohs, because the last time we toured Penang instead of shopping the whole day, so this time round we just shopped. We didn’t go visit the wonderful khoo place and pray at the Temples, especially the Reclining Buddha and the Snake Temple which I find really cool. And we didn’t get to eat Penang famous famous chendol. I dun eat chendol anywhere else (I swear). Only in Penang and only that stall. Not much for now except to grouse abt my beautiful Adidas flats. Ohs and I just ate the bbq dinner. Hell, three scoops of vanilla icecream w many toppings so sinful!!! But u shld noe I have a really sweet tooth! I cant resist desserts!!! Hence, my weight. I am so heavy and seriously fat okay. I cant stand it. I gained so much weight!!! I need to shed those pounds but its not gg to happen when I am on cruise so I have to wait again. Pls pls pls. I need the determination to resist temptation!!! Sweets and chocs and desserts temptation. What were you thinking huh? Tsk. EEKS. I feel fat and bloated and BLEAGH. I am gg to eat lesser again and pls u guys dun stop me or make me feel bad. I will exercise okay. I need a treadmill at home. Pouts. Daddy!!!
Btw I overheard the adults toking over lunch and they were saying how they actually have free balcony rooms but they always blocked abt ten for highrollers and they can call these highrollers one hour before the cruise sail off to ask if they wanna come up and have the rooms ready for them. ARGH. UNFAIRNESS. Just coz my daddy come up abt every few months and not every two weeks. *pouts and sulks* But some of Daddy’s cruise kakis come up every few weeks. And during the hols even more often. OMG. How lucky and terribly bad for the tummy. Btw, we’ve got Gala dinner tmr night and we have to dress up! Yays. I love dolling up. Last night xmas eve dinner we ate at Bella Vista, and after 8pm you have to dress up so my shorts not allowed…I went back to the cabin and put on tights and wore my heels and presto! Glam up right away! LOL. Even the manager who told me my shorts are not allowed agreed when she saw me again. Haha. She says I have style. WHEE! Thanks man.
More tmr!!!
26th Dec:
Early today we went down to Phuket and spend the day there till 4plus. There wasn’t much to do. I really do prefer Pattaya and Bangkok. And Phuket was so hot. Ouch. And since I bot this Reese's Nutrageous choc bar and it tasted really good so me and sis bot over ten bars this time. HAHA. Reese's good okayy!!! Btw, last night we sang karaoke till 2am. Mostly me and Darryl. Darryl came later and with his fren. Omg can. His fren is like freaking rich. He came up w 40 relatives and they all got balcony and suites even though they booked three days before. Okay, I am jealous. Haha. And his cousins were like trying to get to noe me and my sis and her frens. That’s like eww. Ok, so he is rich but not tt goodlooking can. Lol. Now I got to go get ready for gala night. Ciao.
27th Dec:
Had karaoke room last night till 1amplus. We had lotsa fun and goofed around alittle, Gala night was fun too. Took a loot of pics. I cant wait till the next time I am back up. As usual. No big surprise. Anyway, we are disembarking tonight. And I just played arcade w sis and her frens. Later karaoke again w Widi and Darryl. And most prob sis and frens. Smiles. And oh my god, my usual flat tummy has a little bulge alr. Dammit. I so need to diet. I know too skinny not good BUT let me at least lose a little weight. Say abt 5kg. okay?
Just had a major scare. Thot I lost my phone. OMG. I love my phone too much, too too much. Inside got so many contacts and holds a lot a lot of memories. A lot more than anything I owned I suppose. I found it under the bed. Phew. I hate staterooms. And rooms on lower levels. Gives me a major headache.
Anyway, last night after we had gala dinner we went up to 13th deck and “eat wind”, walked arnd and enjoy the sea breeze and night sky. I saw one of the top five best image of my life so far. It really is so cool I just stood there w Jac, Jas and Darryl staring. I didn’t have my laptop w me to record my feelings then and there so I typed it into my phone. I shall put it up here now:
The beautiful night sky looks looks like diamonds on a stretch of black satin. So soft the night sky w so many many stars of various brightness and shapes. Clustered in groups or in solitude. There was the Orion belt and darryl thot he sw a horoscope. There really was a lot of stars. I dun tink u can ever see it in Spore. Because we were so far out in the sea and there was nothing to obstruct anything. The sky was also so clear for us to be able to view such an exquisite thing. Stars were like little precious gems. It seems each held their own story waiting for us to discover them. Well, to me, the stars were there for me to choose for my different stages of my life and the very special moments. There was such an indescribable feeling in me, I felt truly so lucky to be able to witness such natural beauty. Then, the song “my heart will go on” just began playing in me. Well, I had hoped I had someone special to spend that moment w me but doing it alone was quite good too. Coz then the feelings under different circumstances will be very different and not at all same. One of my first stirrings was to feel a sudden overwhelming emotion to just wanna burst out into a slow romantic song and create a love story. It was truly breathtaking and like no other feeling I felt before. There were really so many of them and filled the otherwise bleak dark sky. Then the other side the sky had a sole moon with no stars hanging in a crescent shape. Then you look at the stretch of dark water below the moon and see a small part of the vast ocean with light. That was quite cool too. The best is definitely the stars. Very very...wow.
So, hope ur xmas had been as fun as mine and as memorable. Though I had hoped for a quiet one in spore w frens, but well, my quiet moments alone on cruise was fun too.
11:17pm:
I am back in spore. yays. but *^%$#%^frenster. coz I dunno why i cant enter. OOIII. MY FRENSTER!!! haiyo. but m so headachy. tsk. This trip stay sixth floor the feeling is quite horrible. I felt so groggy all the time. argh and the trip tis time is so woosy. i dun like man. Sheesh. and i admit i havent exactly be all civil to my parents and i better start doing so. coz well, its the right thing to do la. duhhs. and not spend so much. apparently dad's company is not doing so well. thanks man fatguy. its all ur fault. and dad's beginning to smoke again. fcuk. We tried so hard to get him to quit and now he starts again. after so many years. i feel pissed.