Friday, December 8, 2006
no one will believe this. I mean, come on, everyone knows May never stays up this late when she is at home before. but here I am. at abt 2.30am, I am blogging.
Just can't seem to sleep!!!
Just had a party at the new MINT: museum of toys, opposite Raffles Hotel. My neighbour, uncle Kalvin is celebrating his 46th birthday there and then we went to Newton Circus till midnight. I didn't eat. YAYS, I congratulate myself for refraining from eating that deliciouslooking orlua at Newton. Lol.
But there is this huge problem. Dad is always getting himself so drunk and it's so embarassing watching him and then he kinda say those words to Mum that is like so hurting. WAT IS WRONG WIH HIM? argh. he so doesnt noe he is freaking drunk. I like fast cars but I fear for my life when Dad drives even being this wasted. Sheesh. I wonder what I can do to get him to quit drinking. 'coz of him, I hate beer. But I've got nothing against other form of alcohol, like wine, champagne and vodka. Ohwells, there's a little bias thing gg on there coz I love them. Lol. Daddy can be a great person sometimes but when he is drunk or in one of his bad crazy moods, godammit, i hate it. Sure, I can go, Daddy can I get that? and he does get it for me mostly. But in those moods, he is more stubborn than a mule. way more. But hey, hopefully he gets a scare like an illness and then he will stop. HOPEFULLY.
Ohs, and Daddy promised me some time ago I can have a great bday party when i turn 21!!!! OMG. but I kind of want one next year too. But it's gonna be quite hard. I wanted st.James Power Station but the uncle andrew says wait till i am 21. Thanks! I cant wait. Maybe next year I can get Zouk? But that's kinda boringgg. I have never clubbed before okayy but that doesnt mean I don't read or been in there for a looksee before.
I told myself that I am gg to meditate more often now. Must keep temper in check. HAHA. Good for tennis and my life. Ohs, and the guy-crazy May is fast being a thing of the past. Isn't tt great news girlfrens? LOL. But it's true. The two most important guys in my life are just now normal friends. I have decided with this quote in mind: If it's meant to be yours, no one can ever take it away from you. Hence, I thot there's no point in chasing after anything. BUT you gotta work hard for results ehs. =P PRESSURE. next year is Alevels alr!!!!! AHHH!!!!
Like Tursonov, exclamation points do make your point come across clearer sometimes.
and Cookie is starting to create more inconveniences in the family even though my sister doesn't wanna face up to it. well, it's true. we don't have a maid and we live in quite a big house. so it's already heavy duty for Mum (who is a clean freak). So there you go, imagine...
I mean sure she is cute, not gg to deny that fact, but argh, I so miss my life before the dog.
Got trng later at abt 8am so I need sleep but I cant sleep. I tink being single for so long is mad. For me, I mean. No one believes me. except for my bestbuds and closefrens. So goodenuf ehs? Haha, hang in there!! I just bought a teeshirt that reads: Think smart, Think single. Kinda true after what I've gone thru years ago. But heys, I dun regret that decision I made. It brot me to where I am today (not entirely the greatest BUT to me, I appreciate it.)
Did I tell you? I saw him after what, five years?! LOL at a bustop no less. But heys, that's fate for you. But nahs, we shall be friends. 5 years are alot to catch up on ya noe. 'nessa is a different story. I feel our bestfrens connection not missing. I dunno abt her though.
And TJ brot me Nicole and Marsha. Ahsi always been there. My four closest galpals. Its been quite a good year all in all but not much for the academic area. which again I need to pull up next year. May is gg to turn into a nerd!!! No longflowing hair (it will be tied up), no miniskirt (Going to wear my schskirt normally, well as normally as it allows). LOL. And those are my few resolutions for the next year. And the most important one is to actually stick to it.
The usual resolutions of losing weight, toning body, no scratching, focus in studies and also the new ones of behaviour in school(being nice to even PoisonIvy) and no-boys rule. But there's always exception for May. HAHA. Shan't tell you who or what the exceptions are.
well, that's it for this early early morning and May's first can'tsleep night of the holidays. chalet doesnt count coz no one sleeps at chalet till early morn!!
U guys out there have a great hols too ya? I love you all. No matter you hurt me or harmed me or hate me. Because I believe in karma and forgiveness is in my air due to Christmas. LOL. makes no sense at all. But that's me. I make some sense and sometimes I dun!!!!! All I want this Christmas (let's not include material wants): to be happier with my life and be a wonderful friend to everyone I cherish dearly whether I just found oyu back in my life or you've been here forever. Give me a second chance if I ever been mean to you or did whatever to you. HAH. Nicole&Marsha don't even infer this to you-know-who ahhs. Let's not jump to conclusions. May does really want to be a better person. *big blinking innocent eyes*
I think I can feel my eyelids getting a wee bit heavier...