Monday, January 1, 2007
so a new year!!! haha. first post for the year. i predict and m very sure it will be a very busy year ahead. very very busy. so anyway I started my first day of the year playing tennis with sis and rachel early in the morn and meeting rachie's new doggie truffles. okay not so new but i havent seen her yet wat. So truffles is a cute little dautschhund. awww the cutie but i like cookie more. hahaha. truffie puffie the rachie doggie. laughs. and then went shopping for a while to get myself gold flats at taka. Anyway, I am still missing a couple of items to buy before i truly feel its enuff. daddy can we go shopping?? pls? and my new phone?? can we??
tt's abt my day and now i m getting ready for sch which starts on wednsday but then i will be busy being OGL. BLAZON RULES. Last year we kinda like won everything so Alpha gotta maintain tt ya? YAYS. hahaha. And i havent gone out w nessa who (i'm not tt surprised) is not replying my sms-es. hello gf?? u okay?? i care u noe.
hmmm. so yups. nth much actually. and i m packing my bags getting ready etc etc for sch. I like this kinda stuff. organising etc. Though my results havent actually left Mum proud of me , but I guess she is proud of me abt the fact tt I can handle myself on my own and pack my bags and help her w stuff like tt during trips and at home when i clean stuff for her. Those are some of the stuff I take after her even if I look like Daddy on the outside. Sis looks more like Mummy on the outside but man, she sure does take after Dad alot in the sense of... HAHA. I dun even wanna name them. Ahh wells, thinking back 2006. Some parts of my horoscope did come true. Some, well, maybe I am just immune to it and didn pay much attn and so to me it didnt happen. OKAY, the part about me meeting the one in November did NOT come true. haha. (to me, I thot it came true in December) But me meeting lots of new frens and making solid frenships and also meeting pple frm my past. well, yups, true. its funny how many pple i met frm my past and tt someone who meant alot back then and lost contact with, well, we met again. tt was funny. and I am still very amazed tt he could recognise me. So many pple frm my past had to take quite a while u noe. just taking a second look. But he didnt he said he just knew it. HAHA. okayy, its life and destiny and fate. watever okay? and abt me having a relationship? nahs, didnt happen. I was being a wee bit picky alrite. Whatever it is, some of them are brothers now so it will nvr happen. the other, well, whats done cannot be undone. i m quite sorry in fact but i dun tink i wanna mend it too. maybe things are better left this way. i mean, whatever is yours will be yours in the end. you cant ever lose whats ur own. Like I lose my earring and its my fave and i yearn for it, if its meant to be mine again, I will be able to find it no matter how difficult it is. But if it isnt well, tears are all i can offer. Hahaha, sometimes reality is very difficult and its nth like i can describe here. Some parts may seem so storylike but some are just too real. The way u handle stuff at tt point of time and when u tink back or when u tink abt tt situation and wondered how u wanna handle it, they will always be different. Even if it is similar there will differences in some ways.
and nessa, we are well back in contact and tok more now. Maybe coz I m older and a little wiser. haha. maybe not. but i m certainly older.
I m still pissed off at myself eating junk food. argh. i need to shed those fats man. And grow a wee bit taller. how abt tt? good idea? I tink so too. lol.
so sarah did this up for me and she is officially nicknamed by me: HTML QUEEN. yays. but i sure dun get my blog?? why got black stuff covering the back posts?? and how do i link pple?? ah wells she will teach me soon. YAYS. thanks so much kiddo!!!
so dear god, please just let me be determined to finish my studies well and strong and make it to uni. tt's all i ever wanted. really. the rest and the partying can wait till the end when A lvls end and also I have the rest of my life to discover it. I m a brat and can be a wildchild but hey, thanks to my parents ( i admit ok) in certain cases, I dun mind being a "nerd". Do things when u r legal and with ur parents' permission. Sometimes it will be so much sweeter.
then somewhere deep in my head, a voice spoke: u want sth else too... u dun mind it happening...
oh yes, i wun but hey, it takes two hands to clap.