Tuesday, January 23, 2007
why do I feel a twinge of sadness
when I see you with her?
why do I feel a tug at my heartstrings
when I see the look in ur eyes?
why do I say no
when I clearly do?
why do I lie
when the truth is clear for all to see?
why do I ever make the same mistake
when I told myself it will hurt?
why do I never listen to my inner voices
when I made a vow to listen to them more often?
i m so screwed up sometimes.
and i duno why.
the questions are never ending,
and never answered.
i m surrounded by love
yet i dun feel any
have u ever felt alone in a crowded room?
well, i do.
the loneliness seems to be eating me up slowly.
yes, I do enjoy my freedom as a singleton.
but sometimes
its nice to noe u will always have someone
who will be there for you
sure u will say
but u have us
all ur buddies
to be there
for you anytime
thanks I say
I appreciate it
but u noe
wat i mean.