Monday, March 26, 2007
let's see what is new frm ytrday:
i quarrelled with mum. i was being sarcastic as usual. i m not a baby anymore. sheesh. cut me some slack. i dun need to tell u what i ate for dinner and how many times i went to the loo today. if i choose to have a boyfriend, i will have one. sheesh. Clarification: I DO NOT HAVE ONE. Stop asking me tt. Hello. i mean besides having massive crushes on the two ohsodarling guys (i cant name because they read the blog i tink). and current crush on this guy (i cant name coz i tink he noes the blog becoz anyone in frenster will noe my blog). secretly i tink i m the hottest girl alive (exaggeration). i have my own insecurities too. i dun get any guy just coz i noe they like me. I gotta like them too. right?
i did a gp essay i put some effort into and am pretty proud of it. "follow your dreams" is tt good advice? YES IT IS. I wun be so miserable now if i pursued my dreams and not do anything to please you. Even everything i say has to please you. WOW. My life is a script.
i m so sorry i m turning out into some ace scholar. do u realise my passion does not lies in dentistry???!!! to compose songs or poems or draw freely or design anything, tt is my passion. yes it all seems childish and juvenile. But if Karl Lagerfield or Marc Jacobs or Coco Chanel or Vera Wang didnt tink this way, we wouldnt have the greatest ever designers. HELLO?! Marc Jacobs flats are to die for. So r the wedding gowns by Vera Wang. Okayy, Chanel is really good w their flats too. Come to think of it, Marc Jacobs Louis Vuitton collection is pretty cool too.
Passion purpose drive.
hell yeah, they make sense.
Even if i went to JC, I had to take science coz it is "practical". arts is not. what can u do in future?? erm hello? I duno?? but definitely not doctor. I WANT MY LITERATURE AND HISTORY. There is a reason i dun take triple science in tkgs. Give me William Shakespeare and Stalin and Hitler.
Holy crap. I feel like shit. lemme go slp it all away. TOODLES.
I SHALL NOT DWELL ON WHAT I DO NOT HAVE BUT WORK WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW.