hey hey. went ntu with xinhui and aprie ytrday. it was quite erm not very exciting?? but alrite lahh. with two of my favourite girls, it will always be fun!!!!!!!!!!! saw alot of tjcians, current and graduated. saw nic and dan. and seniors and xinhui's bro is studying in ntu and was the ambassador so heh heh. anyway, the two girls on the account of not eating lunch, were famished. thouroughly famished. and xh saw swensen's at jurong point and had to satisfy her craving for ol'fashioned vanilla icecream flavour. sheesh. so persistent. anyway they ate and i drank honey darling. it is nice okay. despite what the two said. hmph. and then we shared a sundae. yumms! and when we were leaving, sth... ermm.... well....happened???

i walked in front of xh and aprie towards the entrance. and since the two of them were so slow i stopped and waited for them. then the female manager there looked at me, smiled and said: "come back to our outlet more often... someone here admires you alot."

OKAYYY. i was quite stunned and i went HUH? me??? and she was like yes. OOOPS. and i smiled and went erm thank you. I MEAN WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY?! xh and aprie wanted to go back up and ask which guy and then decided "not to waste time since theres no one goodlooking anyway" tsk. so superficial. LOL. look whos toking!

just kidding.

so then today is daddy's bday and we went to eat lunch coz he has some wedding dinner to attend. oh, the perils of being boss! so many things to do and if the client wants you to attend his son wedding u gotta go. SIGHS. all abt networking.

and then i feel so fat now coz my mother saw carl's jr crisscut fries and thot it looked really good and i confirmed her thot and she made me eat it with her. okay she didnt make me. BUT u noe. i felt guilty. AND NOW i feel fcuking fat and i really need to lose weight. the weighing machine showed a different weight, my clothes are alittle tighter. my stamina dropped. my tummy alittle bulgy. ARGH. screams. sometimes it affects me so much tt i become really low selfesteem and hate myself so fcuking much. and wondered maybe thats why no guys will like me. i mean hello?! really no guys will like me lahh. okay i mean there are. but u noe tis just the devil in me toking. and now i feel tt unattractive and it really did me in. i need to quite whining and get my sorry ass working.

YUPS. hmph. and ah gong isnt doing so well. maybe its gg to be time soon. =((( all those childhood memories. I love ahgong. alot. i really dunno what i'll do if u noe wat happens soon. i need time t be prepared. dun leave us yet okay?? pls ahgong??? hang in there. which reminds me that we shld all applaud you for hanging in there till so long. frm first day of cny till now. wat a strong man u r. nods head.

alritey shall log off now.

you will always be part of the exclusive clique.
we never know what the future may hold.
there is still hope.
don't ever give up.

in swensens at jurong point and then outside pacific plaza.

3 of us at swensen's and then me being very greedyyy.

finally after all that trial and error, we managed to get a shot of all three of us without anyone's head being chopped off.

ohhs and heres one of the few we took last week at esplanade: