Sunday, April 1, 2007
u tink u noe me so well. like the back of ur palm. sure u do make some startling guesses tt are freakily correct. some, not all.
well, lemme clarify tt for you.
not any single one of my friends know the entire me. and tt being said, i have alot of friends coz i m sociable and make friends with just abt anyone so its alot. sure, i have my besties and closebuddies. well, i can very safely tell you not one of them knows all sides of me. i can even bet you my LV mini pleaty bag. i remain a mystery to all.
what abt myself? LOL. i wld know myself best of coz. however, i do make certain decisions or come across some thoughts tt surprise myself because i really don't know i have tt in me. certain immature or mature thoughts really pop out of nowhere and make me realise, hey! that is sth new i discover abt myself today.
i remain a mystery to myself.
this mystery is willing to unfold but that will depend on who is probing it. it will take a long time to fully read finish this book. or if we hang out a lot or talk a lot, i m sure the process will be a shorter one but still every bit an enjoyable journey.
as for anyone who wishes to force the book open or forcefully flip to the next page when she doesnt allow you to, i m sorry to say the book will not be a pleasant story to read.
give me time. give me my space. give me the freedom.
allow me to be me.